Saturday, December 22, 2018

The Casey Anthony case



            So I am confused why do people not admit to their wrong doing? In court Casey was plead not guilty to the death of her daughter and in Casey's words she said in court ''The nanny had took her", '' She is with the nanny", ''Oh she drowned" like stories after stories. That night when Caylee supposedly was with ''the nanny'' she went out partying with her friends and she didn't report that she was missing until 31 days after. The investigators state that is was no accident, they have so much evidence.
Evidence 1:The foul smell in Casey's car. Casey's mom states that there was a foul smell in Casey's car like the smell of death.
The investigators tested the air of the car and they find out that it was full of "Chloroform" (render someone) unconscious with chloroform. It is also used to decompose something. Along in the car they found a hair and leading to Caylee.
Evidence 2: There was a the skull not far from Casey's house. Caylee was stuffed in a cover and placed in multiple garbage bags, shoved into a laundry bag and thrown into a littered swamp. There was also a piece of tape still stuck on the skull.
Evidence 3: Investigators looked up Casey's search history she looked up violent ways to killing someone like neck breaking, house hold weapons, shovel, and how to make chloroform. Casey used it 4 months before the little girl went missing.
The judge pleaded that Casey Anthony is not guilty of the 2y/o daughter Caylee Anthony. Casey just got a slap on the wrist.
*Update on this case*
Caylee (the 2 y/o) would have been 13 today!🙁

Thursday, December 20, 2018

charlie brown




            Dear Charlie, 





This has been some kind of year of crazy huh?  I  want 2019 to be different  between us, I love you and I don't know like no matter now many times you be mean or we argue I just cant be without you. Its like I wanna hate you for the whole Tiffany thing in October. You are always on my mind and I just cant  get you out for some reason. I know the whole Nathan thing kind of drew you away, but I had to see if you cared. I wanted to see if you would have fought for me , if you actually would let me go. I got  you on my mind and it might be weird for you ,but I guess its when I first saw you when I worked at Walmart that I had to fall for you. I made many mistakes in life from the Nathan thang and the whole arguing , biting  you ,etc... I guess I have a lot of growing up to do.  You make me feel bad about myself to the whole Nathan thing , my acne , loose skin, seeing my family. I feel like you do it cause you love and care for me, but your being overprotective. If you love me I wish you could tell me instead of putting it off cause everyday i'm ether thinking laying in bed questioning do you really love me? Am I just a type of medicine to keep you satisfied ? Am I just that ranch to the French fry that when you get tired of the taste you just dip for the flavor? Charlie I need to know how you feel like its killing me. Life is short and im not getting any younger. I'm broken, scared , lonely, I feel like im drowning again. I feel like I trapped in my mind and its a scary place. I crying in the inside all the time cause my life is a wreck and I been broken for so long through the years and I just need to know if you love me or not. I know I mess up a lot and I thought you had feelings for me when I came back, but I feel like that was only temporary and I cant have that. I know im damaged but I know I can make others happy. You don't know what its like to have everything you had break away slowly and be broken inside and pretend to be happy when you arnt ,so you tell everyone your happy when  your not. love hurt physically and mentally. I know I ant perfect but I am only human and I make dumb mistakes and need to learn and grow from them so I don't me them again. I just wish you can see stuff from how you make me feel from my point of view of how much I love you.
There is no other person I rather be with besides you. I am just crying to be without you just until the 24th. I can't sleep without you holding me. I miss you already and its only been 1 day. I just  feel like im wasting your time, but I promise I wont let you down and if you decide to be with Tiffany then its okay and I understand. It will hurt like hell, but I don't wanna stop you from being with her. I'm too broken and I don't even love myself. I lost myself I mean im being honest. I wish life was easy , but then we wouldn't grow. I don't know what to do I just feel empty. I have flashbacks and I never really understand how my heart feels cause I cant feel it. when I cry it doesn't hurt at all. I cant make you love me its literally impossible. I am tired of feeling this way like I don't wanna stay numb.